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Firstly, surprise: I'm not dead. Just... Work has been absolute bugger and we shall not discuss the number of overtime hours. So, not dead, but just Knackered = haven't had energy to even sign on to DW for weeks and weeks and Weeks. And I miss people and fandom and I miss who I am among my people and fandom here, but it's just been work, eat, sleep with maybe some mindless media consumption in form of tv or fic in between. For the last couple of years I've given up reading fanfic for Lent but this is not the year to do so not even doing that.
Anyway. Making no promised but it
may be that I've broken the back of some work things and
may be that I will have some energy for actual updates and other posts before summer.
Mayyyy be.
However, in the meanwhile, whilst it's still at least the first quarter of the year...
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Fic and Art Round-Up 2020Well, despite it being A YEAR and the fact that I failed both my
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getyourwordsout goal (wrote 86k/150k) and my auction commitments, I did produce some things.
** Marks co-authored round-robin fics
Fics posted in 2020 by Fandom:Bandomdancing's not a crime (unless you do it with me)** (Brendon/Spender, T, 830 words) –
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on AO3 now i lay me down to sleep (MCR gen, T, 520 words) –
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on AO3 scratch your excuse (stitch your noose)** (Patrick/Pete, T, 685 words) –
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on AO3shine a light (burn it bright) (Frank/Mikey, G, 506 words) –
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on AO3 Tithe (Ryan/Brendon/Jon/Spencer, T, 618 words) –
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on AO3was blind (but now i see) (Frank/Mikey, T, 1665 words) –
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on AO3we can live forever (if you've got the time)** (Gerard/Mikey, T, 954 words) –
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on AO3Buffy the Vampire SlayerSmudge (Tara/Willow, G, 150 words) –
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on AO3The Sun Crown (Tara/Willow, G, 239 words) –
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on AO3 Buzzfeed Unsolved RPFi have my reasons (call it my defense) (Ryan/Shane, T, 666 words) –
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on AO3DeadpoolRetrogression (Logan & Wade, T, 576 words) –
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on AO3Doctor WhoFix-It (Ten/Jack, G, 303 words) –
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on AO3Open Wide (Ten/Jack, T, 364 words) –
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on AO3 Fireflytalk's cheap and so’s your mouth (Mal/Jayne, T, 1336 words) –
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on AO3 Good Omensbright my hopes, and soft** (Aziraphale/Crowley, G, 828 words) –
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on AO3 Guardianrestraint (release) (Shen Wei/Zhao Yunlan, E, 6364 words) –
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on AO3Second Act (Shen Wei/Zhao Yunlan, G, 100 words) –
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on AO3 Guardian RPFlet me hear your body talk (Bai Yu/Zhu Yilong, E, 115995 words) –
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on AO3Hansel and Gretel: Witch Huntersthe sweetest fruit (Gretel/Hansel, M, 227 words) –
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on AO3Harry PotterFac Mihi Viam (Harry & Sirius gen, T, 7900 words) –
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on AO3Liminal (Remus/Sirius, T, 554 words) –
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on AO3Hawaii Five-0Cut to the quick** (Danny/Steve, T, 532 words) –
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on AO3play to win, love to lose** (Danny/Steve, T, 933 words) –
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on AO3 (un)said (Danny/Steve, T, 664 words) –
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on AO3 Life on MarsProvocation (Gene/Sam, T, 620 words) –
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on AO3Scattershot** (Gene/Sam, T, 1202 words) –
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on AO3 Marvel Cinematic Universeyour scent on me (for many days) (Bruce/Tony, T, 2446 words) –
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on AO3 Mission Impossible (Movies)realignment (Will/Ethan, T, 2436 words) –
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on AO3 NCISgotta have faith (Tim/Tony, G, 150 words) –
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on AO3 Shelter (Tim/Tony, G, 366 words) –
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on AO3Sense8revolución del corazón (Hernando/Lito, T 512 words) –
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on AO3 Shetlandthe reason comes on the common tongue (of your loving me) (Duncan/Jimmy, T, 12158 words) –
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on AO3 Supernatural Priority Claim** (Sam/Dean, T, 1181 words) –
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on AO3 Supernatural RPFpush comes to shove comes to pull** (Jeff/Jensen, T, 409 words) –
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on AO3 Strictly Come Dancing RPFmisstep (miss you)** (Bruno/Craig, G 973 words) –
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on AO3 The Witcher Toss A Bone To Your Witcher (Geralt/Jaskier, E, 2340 words) –
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on AO3 Non-fic things: I Wade Through Full Lands - Book Cover
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on AO3 Lavender for Luck (Art) & the only remedy for love (is to love more) (Mix)
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on AO3 The Body Beneath The Blossom - Book Cover
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on AO3 Three GeeWay Wallpapers
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on AO3 Meme QuestionsTotal: 24 fics + 4 art + 1 mix
Total Word Count Posted: ~92k (includes all the co-authored round robin fics)
Leitmotifs of the year:- Round Robins fuck yeah!
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pushkin666, dreamersdare and I had many fangirl vid nights to make up for the loss of originally planned in person ones (though we did manage it in July) and started writing Round Robins to get the creative juices going and it was So Much Fun! Otherwise... New fandoms, old fandoms, all the fandoms? - And also Big Fat Nothing in the latter quarter of the year because work got shitty
Most popular story:By metric of hits and kudos, it's
Toss A Bone To Your Witcher. By metric of comments,
Fac Mihi Viam, which also comes close second with hits and kudos. First I kind of understand because Witcher fandom is still indiscriminately thirsty. The second was the unexpected runaway success of the year. It's older fandom, it's gen... Would not have bet on this story to get the attention it did.
My best story this year: But I love all my children? Okay, okay,
Fac Mihi Viam I am actually pleased with because of the it manages to handle the subject matter with some subtlety. i
have my reasons (call it my defense) delivers the atmosphere and impact.
now i lay me down to sleep delivers... something. Ugh. Weirdness?
Hardest story to write:let me hear your body talk but only because of the research element. I spent a lot of time watching muya Thai videos on youtube and googling yoga poses.
Easiest story to write:Idk... Maybe the round robins because they were just fun things done in short bits and no one cared about plot that much. I also remember being kinda inspired for
shine a light (burn it bright) because
dreamersdare's story demanded more.
Story most underappreciated by the universe, in my opinion:now i lay me down to sleep? To be fair, I wouldn't click on it either, being as it is 500 words of weird gen dreamscape psychological horror.
Most fun story to write:talk's cheap and so's your mouth because I really enjoy Jayne's voice. Oh and
Toss A Bone To Your Witcher (no, I do not accept any criticism on the title) because Jaskier's pov turned out to be fun too. Oh,
Retrogression because Deadpool! And actually, all the round robin ficlets because they involved
pushkin666 and
dreamersdare Fluffiest story:Hmmm...?? A lot of my ficlets tended toward fluff.
Sun Crown and bright my hopes, and soft are both about flowers and feelings.
Smudge, revolución del corazón, Shelter and
gotta have faith all offer sweet relationship moments. Of the longer ones,
the reason comes on the common tongue (of you loving me) brings the slowburn friends to lovers romance of maybe not fluff per se but feelings. Oh, oh
your scent on me (for many days) has clothes sharing! That's the winner!
Most angsty story:Idk...
Liminal? Because Remus is kind of Like That.
Realignment has some h/c but not really angst...
Fac Mihi Viam deals with Harry's less that nurturing upbringing though not explicitly but assuming events proceed as canon it casts whole layer of angst to the thing so...
Sexiest story:restraint (release), also affectionately known as Absolute Filth. It's 6k of edging, oral fixation and every fantasy scenario for the pairing I could shove in there and it is, well, Absolutely Filthy. You're welcome.
let me hear your body talk brings the prolonged sexual tension though so if you like your edging more emotional, that's the one for you...
"Holy crap, that's wrong, even for you" story:I don't know why I keep this question in... I didn't really write anything particularly outrageous this year. Incest, explicit sex, demons, dystopian themes, nightmares, dark fey all featured. Eh.
Biggest Disappointment:Not finishing my Get Your Words Out target and not finishing my auction fics. This academic year has been the Absolute Worst I've ever experienced in terms of of issues and workloads, to say nothing of the continued remote working which brings its own challenges. Sep-Dec was mostly a wash when it came to creativity because I was just too exhausted to string a sentence together, quite literally some days. So far this year hasn't been much better either... Sigh.
Biggest Surprise:Fac Mihi Viam because of the reasons explained above. Did not expect it to make much of an impression but apparently it did.
i have my reasons (call it my defense) has a stupid hit count for something is just a little ficlet but apparently BFU fandom are still horny for demon!Shane so...
Most Unintentionally Telling Story:I mean... I'm not exactly subtle about my kinks... Beyond that, I don't think I wrote anything this year that was particularly, idk, revealing. Professional knowledge was used in some fics to a certain degree. Kinks were indulged.
Story I haven't yet written, but intend/hope to:Just want to have the creative energy to write something, honestly. I have wips on the go and ideas but I just don't know when/how I'm going to claw back the time and mental fortitude.
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