Sorry Bandom, It Was Inevitable.

[kat_lair]

or: How pushkin666 and I Defiled Pete and Patrick’s Pure Love

or: My Kinky Tinhat, Let Me Show You It!

So, whenever I fall for a new fandom, it doesn’t take me that long at all to drift over to BDSM (yeah, yeah, someone at least act surprised, okay?). Sometimes I drag friends with me. Sometimes those friends don’t fight all that hard.

And that. Well, that’s always fun.

pushkin666 : sofa ...... OMG
pushkin666 : that's, yeah, that's ...
pushkin666 : all of the above
kat_lair : i... jesus fuck
kat_lair : the way he's holding on to the arm rest
pushkin666 : i keep looking at that picture
kat_lair : it's the... grip on the arm rest
kat_lair : and the make-up
pushkin666 : it's definitely the grip, god he looks as if he just wants to be debauched
kat_lair : he looks so... damaged
pushkin666 : yes he does
pushkin666 : and the awful thing is i can almost see what's happening in the part of the picture that isn't shown, somebody else there (not patrick), and pete's not happy about what's happening but he thinks he can't stop it, thinks he's not worth anymore.
pushkin666 : the look is almost as if he's imploring somebody to help him, but he's not stopping what's happening because he needs it as well, or thinks he does
pushkin666 : jesus, this boy is easy to hurt
kat_lair : god yes
kat_lair : all that extrovert attention seeking
kat_lair : putting himself on display
pushkin666 : yeah
kat_lair : the right kind of person... god, that picture, he almost makes *me* want to hurt him. just a little bit.
pushkin666 : and the thing is, he'd take it
kat_lair : and ask for more
kat_lair : pete is like a poster boy for an escalating masochist
pushkin666 : but also i think not be in the right frame of mind to know when to say stop.
kat_lair : see, exactly. our minds just went to the same place
pushkin666 : scary *g*
pushkin666 : and if he hooked up with the wrong person
pushkin666 : do tattoos cover scars?
kat_lair : they'll probably heal ugly
kat_lair : but i don't know, they could do
pushkin666 : apparently if the scar is over a year old a tattoo can be done over it, and it won't be visible if the scar isn't raised.
kat_lair : are you thinking pete might get into cutting/knife play
pushkin666 : yes, i could see him doing that
kat_lair : he'd be spiralling out of control
pushkin666 : he would.
kat_lair : that picture is kind of hypnotizing
kat_lair : makes me want to do all sorts of things to him
pushkin666 : good or bad things or both ?
kat_lair : both
kat_lair : *is conflicted*
pushkin666 : :D
kat_lair : hee
pushkin666 : so he's cutting himself because he's out of control, probably with a razor blade i'd think. i also imagine he's using his nails on himself, maybe that's where it starts, just scratching and scratching, trying to bring himself down, and then he moves onto the razors
kat_lair : hmmm yeah
kat_lair : a bit of a cliché though, but believable
kat_lair : the scratching i see easily
pushkin666 : it is a cliché, but certainly with the razors they're quite easy to get hold off

Note: The interview in question is from the recent Fall Out Boy Orlando concert. Watch it here, courtesy of MSN. Download here, courtesy of icecreamhdaches.


pushkin666 : have you seen the way pete looks at him in the interview
kat_lair : yes! it's like he keeps glancing at him all the time, practically eating up every word
pushkin666 : and also saying "please notice me, i'm a good sub"
kat_lair : *snigger*
kat_lair : he is very attention-seeking
pushkin666 : absolutely. i would imagine he'd be a right handful
kat_lair : needy
kat_lair : it would take him a long while to trust that Patrick really really loves and cares
pushkin666 : yes it would. love the way he keeps looking down in this and then across to patrick
pushkin666 : have you seen the way the other two are watching them, it's like it's the pete and patrick show!
kat_lair : yeah... also Andy really needs to get groomed
kat_lair  : also, pete's shirt is hideous
pushkin666 : it's pretty awful, looks like a 1980s reject.
pushkin666 : to be honest when he looks down he looks like a girl
kat_lair : is he making some sort of boy george statement?
kat_lair : pete is looking at patrcik more than the camera
pushkin666 : maybe, although i do hope not.
pushkin666 : and yeah, definitely looking more at patrick
kat_lair : his body language is really submissive
pushkin666 : isn't it just
pushkin666 : fascinating to watch
kat_lair : he's either turned toward or patrick or looking down
kat_lair : he only talks to the camera a couple of times
pushkin666 : there's a couple of times where you see patrick’s hand move, but not what he does. it's almost as thought he's just touching pete on his leg to calm him
pushkin666 : omg, go to 1.08
kat_lair : pete looks so sad
pushkin666 : and the way pete just leans right back and stares at him
kat_lair : rewatching that bit
kat_lair : oh, my heart
pushkin666 : ah, bless
kat_lair : omg go to 7.40 or so
kat_lair : andy is talking and pete and patrick are totally having a short silent conversation there
pushkin666 : aren’t they just. patrick's getting a little restless
kat_lair : i think he's being worried about pete
kat_lair : and he's paying him some attention and pete perks right up, talking more
pushkin666 : which is why he is probably giving him touches on his knee to reassure him
kat_lair : at least his forearm
pushkin666 : he’s definitely touching something.
pushkin666 : and i'm not being smutty *g*
kat_lair : but seriously something is going on with Pete there
pushkin666 : and andy is just sitting there with this look on his face!
pushkin666 : he's not particularly good is he.
kat_lair : he seems quite nervy at the beginning... it's so interesting how he keeps referring to patrick
kat_lair : constant visual checks to see if everything is ok
pushkin666 : god i'm gonna have to watch this with sound on
kat_lair : it's almost animal-like
kat_lair : like a second in a pack referring to the alpha
pushkin666 : yeah
kat_lair : jesus, if they were wolves, he'd be licking patrick’s chops
pushkin666 : interesting image, but you're right he would. he'd have his tail down for a lot of that interview as well
kat_lair : yeah it's that sort of... almost grovelling behaviour. not for apology but for attention and acceptance

Let’s… just finish there for now and contemplate that mental image for a while.

Coming Tomorrow: How I Made pushkin666 Write Bandom Chat Fic With Me And ‘Lo It Was Schmoopy D/s. \o/