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So, this is written as a response to [livejournal.com profile] ladyfoxxx's little crossword game in relation to the recent Kerrang! article.

I'M SORRY (mostly about the rabbit)

Sharpest Lives – Bandom – Gerard/Mikey – NC-17 – 330 words – warnings: serial killer AU, dark, implied violence, all around wrongness

Now with a chilling and brilliant podfic by [livejournal.com profile] reena_jenkins




Mikey picks them out; from bars and clubs, from the street sometimes. He’s got the face for it, all shy smiles and downcast eyes, every awkward angle of his body broadcasting vulnerability like a radio tuned up to a soft rock station.

When Mikey walks up to them and says ‘hey’ and ‘I like the way your skin looks’ and ‘will you come with me?’ they think it’s their goddamn lucky day and follow him out like dumb dogs; happy and obedient.

Mikey has always been good at hiding his true face, much better than Gerard.

When Gerard was sixteen Mikey had walked in on him with the neighbour’s rabbit. Gerard still remembers the taste of terror and remorse, the fear of losing his brother, but then Mikey had touched his fingers to the blood, smearing it across his own lips and then Gerard’s, and it had all made sense, been such a relief.

Because it couldn’t be wrong if Mikey liked it too.

And Mikey did. Does. So much that he goes out and picks out gifts for Gerard and brings them to where he’s waiting: back alleys, the van, a cheap motel room. They both like the woods best though, where it’s quiet and dark, the cool green smell of the forest blanketing everything like moss on a grave stone.

There are implements. Pointy things and jagged things and hard unyielding things. Things with edges and things with curves. Things that cut and carve and cleave. Things Gerard uses like an artist and Mikey licks clean afterwards, his tongue wet and coppery in Gerard’s mouth, over his eyelids, under his fingernails as he licks him clean too.

Right at the end, when there is nothing left but air and skin and the hitching sound of Mikey’s breath, Gerard knows the truth of the world like it’s been shot into his heart. There is nothing out there as sharp and beautiful as the two of them; brothers in blood.




on 2011-08-10 06:16 pm (UTC)
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Posted by [identity profile] ladyfoxxx.livejournal.com
This is so fucked up and yet fucked up in a way that they COULD be, you know? It makes so much sense that Mikey would bait their kills and they'd prefer the forest and that Gerard needs for it to be the same for Mikey. Ugh, their codependence slays me. Well done.

on 2011-08-10 06:51 pm (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] kat-lair.livejournal.com
Yes, I know exactly what you mean; they are but a little sideways step from being exactly this and enacting their codependent morbid streak in a ways that leave blood behind.

Glad you liked it - everyone's ficlets were so lovely I felt a bit bad for like, idk, painting over everyone's rainbows with black and rust red crayons.

on 2011-08-10 07:33 pm (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] pushkin666.livejournal.com
Oh that's just wonderful. I really really like this.

This - Mikey has always been good at hiding his true face, much better than Gerard.

is just wonderful.

on 2011-08-10 08:03 pm (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] kat-lair.livejournal.com
Thank you! Thought you would to be honest, since it's all dark and twisted... Like you *g*

And you quoted stuff. <3 *pets comment*

on 2011-08-10 08:16 pm (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] pushkin666.livejournal.com
Pfft. I'm not dark and twisted. I don't know what you mean :D

on 2011-08-10 08:24 pm (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] kat-lair.livejournal.com
You know exactly what I mean, don't front.

on 2011-08-10 07:55 pm (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] dreamersdare.livejournal.com
THIS IS AWESOME. AS ARE YOU.

*beams* I'd quote my favourite bits but, meh, it'd just be the whole thing. Excellent display of co-dependant fubar-ness right there :)

on 2011-08-10 08:08 pm (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] kat-lair.livejournal.com
Out of my flist, you and [livejournal.com profile] pushkin666 are the two most likely to appreciate a fucked up dark thing like this. Feel special. :D

Thank you very much! The Way brothers co-dependence is terribly inspirational...

on 2011-08-13 07:02 pm (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] dreamersdare.livejournal.com
I am special, as you are more than aware :p

I definitely think you should continue to be inspired. I like your inspiration :D

on 2011-08-10 09:00 pm (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] phelixstar.livejournal.com
Wonderful, hot, and so very fucking creepy.

on 2011-08-10 09:12 pm (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] kat-lair.livejournal.com
Thank you very much, those are all complimentary adjective :D

on 2011-08-10 10:27 pm (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] phelixstar.livejournal.com
They were meant to be! Now I have to go and backread all your other fics like a total creeper.

on 2011-08-11 08:54 am (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] kat-lair.livejournal.com
Hee, unfortunately I don't have many other fics for this pairing but hope you found something to enjoy. Creepers are always welcome :D

on 2011-08-10 10:17 pm (UTC)
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Posted by [personal profile] cold_clarity
hel-lo bloodkink. I love this, and it's been a good long while since I've found something messed up to read. I love this. I love how much they need each other, how they do this together and they consume each other.

and this line: when there is nothing left but air and skin and the hitching sound of Mikey’s breath--perfect.

thank you for this.

on 2011-08-11 08:57 am (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] kat-lair.livejournal.com
Bloodkink indeed *g* Thank you so much reading and commenting, I'm thrilled you enjoyed this for all its messed-up goriness. And I love it when readers point out if a particular line worked for them so yay *beams*

on 2011-08-11 02:55 pm (UTC)
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Posted by [personal profile] cold_clarity
ahaha I love messed up and gory, so this as right up my alley. and it's always nice when people take the time to go through and point out the specific bits they liked (or didn't like) in my fic--I'm not always on my game, but I try to do the same when I read other people's stuff. :D

on 2011-08-11 09:11 pm (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] kat-lair.livejournal.com
Heh, I tend to write a fair bit of fluff and happy endings because I'm a hopeful romantic at heart really, but sometimes it's good to let the darker stuff out as well.

on 2011-08-11 10:43 pm (UTC)
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Posted by [personal profile] cold_clarity
ahahaha dude . messed up was all I wrote until some friends got me on the Pete-and-Patrick-are-adorable bandwagon and now I can enjoy the fluff.

on 2011-08-12 04:34 pm (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] kat-lair.livejournal.com
No one can resist the adorable and TRUE LOVE of Pete and Patrick. This is truth. :D

on 2011-08-11 08:17 pm (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] weekendgothgirl.livejournal.com
I... This is amazing I wish there was more. It's dark, twisted and fucked and absolutely perfect.
I love the way they depend on each other and the bloodkink. *Flails* So good.

When Gerard was sixteen Mikey had walked in on him with the neighbour’s rabbit. Gerard still remembers the taste of terror and remorse, the fear of losing his brother, but then Mikey had touched his fingers to the blood, smearing it across his own lips and then Gerard’s, and it had all made sense, been such a relief.

Because it couldn’t be wrong if Mikey liked it too.


I know that's like half the fic but that just made it for me. It was them!

on 2011-08-11 09:17 pm (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] kat-lair.livejournal.com
Oh wow, thank you so much. *beams at you* I'm really really pleased my (fairly rare) foray into darkfic was enjoyable. And I'm always excited to hear if a particular paragraph or sentence worked for the reader so thank you for pointing it out. Yes, their co-dependence is so very delicious and has potential for many twisted things.

on 2011-08-13 11:39 pm (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] weekendgothgirl.livejournal.com
*grins* I think you should deffo take more trips into darkfic, you're amazing at writing it!
Oh yes, I for one would be happy to see the potential come to life.

on 2011-08-14 02:09 pm (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] kat-lair.livejournal.com
Hee, thank you very much. Flattery will get you to most places around here :D I am writing some more dark ficlets today as it happens, though not in this fandom I'm afraid.

on 2011-08-14 09:38 pm (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] weekendgothgirl.livejournal.com
You're welcome. Haha I'll keep that in mind and hone my flattery senses ;) Oh awesome, may I ask what fandom?

on 2011-08-15 09:41 am (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] kat-lair.livejournal.com
At the moment I'm writing some ficlets for [livejournal.com profile] lewis_challenge and Summer of Evil Challenge (http://evilsam-spn.livejournal.com/133520.html) over at [livejournal.com profile] evilsam_spn.

on 2011-08-15 09:47 pm (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] weekendgothgirl.livejournal.com
Oh spn! Evil!Sam is awesome, I have a soft spot for him :P
I had no idea there was a Lewis comm, though I should have XD

on 2011-08-16 07:33 pm (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] kat-lair.livejournal.com
Indeed, I have written evil!Sam in the past and always enjoy revisiting that. Heh, it's the internet, of course there's a Lewis comm. [livejournal.com profile] inspector_lewis is the main comm in case you're interested.

on 2011-08-16 09:42 pm (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] weekendgothgirl.livejournal.com
Oh nice! I may have to check out some evil!Sam fics... :D I bet he's a fun character to write ^.^
HA I forget that, oh internet how I love you XD Oh cool!

P.S Love your icon :P

on 2011-08-16 10:09 pm (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] kat-lair.livejournal.com
Well the [livejournal.com profile] evilsam_spn comm is a place to start. And my SPN fic can be found via the Masterlist at the top of the journal. "Give Me Back The Berlin Wall" was the main and longest evil!Sam fic I wrote. There are a couple of drabbles too. "Give Me Back The Berlin Wall" is not evil!Sam but it is dark and filthy so you might enjoy it... :D

Internet is full of stuff you never knew existed. And sometimes wish you still didn't.

on 2011-08-16 10:29 pm (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] weekendgothgirl.livejournal.com
Oooh I have some reading to do, I can't wait! ;)
Ah yes, you know me well already XD Perfect, that'll be my first stop!

Ah Internet, you are like a modern Pandora's box haha. Oh god, after finding out some of the porn that exists, I dunno what else could harm me :P
That should be the internet's motto.

on 2011-08-16 10:50 pm (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] kat-lair.livejournal.com
I had some copy-pasting fail there... "Give Me Back The Berlin Wall" = evil!Sam fic. "read the fine print later" is the one I meant to say is not evil!Sam as such, but is dark and filthy.

So much of internet can be best described with

Image

on 2011-08-16 10:54 pm (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] weekendgothgirl.livejournal.com
Ahhh I did wonder, I just thought that was me failing though XD

HAHAHAHA I love that poster, especially as that cat looks like one of mine ^.^

on 2011-08-11 09:59 pm (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] moth2fic.livejournal.com
Awesome writing - but I half wish I hadn't read it, especially at bedtime... *g* That's a kind of compliment.

on 2011-08-12 04:35 pm (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] kat-lair.livejournal.com
Thank you very much, it felt good to write something dark for a change. Though you are probably right, don't think is a suitable bedtime story...

on 2011-08-15 01:20 am (UTC)
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Posted by [personal profile] akamine_chan
I love darkfic and this was a great example of why I continue to do so.

He’s got the face for it, all shy smiles and downcast eyes, every awkward angle of his body broadcasting vulnerability like a radio tuned up to a soft rock station.

Perfect.

on 2011-08-15 09:36 am (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] kat-lair.livejournal.com
Oh thank you so much! I'm really pleased you liked this and extra gleeful that you took the time to point out a specific sentence *preens*

on 2011-10-27 06:41 am (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] desfinado.livejournal.com
Holy fuck, this was INCREDIBLE. I have no idea how I missed it the first time around! *______________*

They both like the woods best though, where it’s quiet and dark, the cool green smell of the forest blanketing everything like moss on a grave stone.

Mmmmm, what an image. And the language, and how much you packed into so few words, and just--DAMN. You write these two so fucking beautifully.

on 2011-10-27 04:56 pm (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] kat-lair.livejournal.com
A comment on an old(ish) is altogether sweeter for its unexpectedness :D I made happy little victory arms upon seeing your comment in my inbox this morning. And darling, I am ever so pleased you liked this little ficlet. I occasionally get an urge to write something dark and fucked-up and somehow waycest seems like the go-to pairing for that... Funny that.

Thank you so much for the ego-boost, consider me once more hugely flattered *strokes the comment softly* <3

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