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Title: Operation ‘Take Care of Brendon’
Author: MistressKat / [personal profile] kat_lair 
Fandom: Bandom, PATD/Empires
Pairing: Jon/Tom and pre Jon/Tom/Brendon
Rating: PG
Word count: 863
Disclaimer: Not mine, only playing

Summary: “We’re here to celebrate you finishing another successful year of education,” Jon announces.

Author notes: Written as a treat for [personal profile] dreamersdare  who recently broken the 12k word count in her Masters dissertation… She requested a little something in the ‘Access All Areas’ ‘verse. Previously fics: Access All Areas (or: How Spencer Smith Got His Groove Back) and Of Cocoa Beans and Cautious Hearts




Brendon’s last exam of the year is on Friday afternoon. He’d grumble about the timing but some of his house mates have a Monday morning exam to still look forward to so he’s wisely been keeping his mouth shut. The exam hall is in one of the oldest buildings of the university and the thick stone walls seem to have hoarded all the coldness of the winter for the express purpose of releasing it on the stressed students in May. Trying to make your hand-writing legible when you’re shaking with cold or trying to make a half decent argument when your brain is sluggish like a hibernating snake is no way to win top marks. Quite frankly, at this point Brendon will be happy to just pass… Though a good grade would be nice of course.

He stays for the whole exam period even though the last twenty minutes are mostly spent adding commas and shivering. Once the time is called, Brendon gathers his bag and jacket and emerges blinking into the early evening sunlight. It’s not that late really and it is Friday but he is exhausted and feeling more than a little at loose ends now that the month of cramming and exams is finally finished. Honestly, he’s not really sure what to do with himself now or where to go and so he ends up just sitting down on the steps while the rest of class files around him with occasional waves and pats to the back. After the first few exams, people, Brendon included, had been interested in dissecting the questions and comparing their answers but by now everyone is out of fucks to give.

Gradually, the crowd thins out, the examiners walking out last, carrying boxes full of scripts. Brendon watches them disappear from sight, then watches his bus go past, then a pair of pigeons squabbling over a sandwich wrapper. He’s trying to gather enough co-ordination to get up and go home and maybe sleep for a week but the focus to actually do that seems to be slipping away like sand through his fingers.

“Did someone cut your strings?” a familiar voice suddenly asks, followed immediately by another, equally familiar one advising him to: “Tell us who it was and we’ll fight them for you.”

“And by that he means,” Jon says, sitting down next to Brendon on the steps, “that we’ll take some unflattering photos of them and post them on the internet.”

“The most vicious of burns!” Tom agrees, grinning down at them. “Whatcha doin’ Brendon?” he sing-songs.

“I… What?” Brendon looks from Jon to Tom and back again, somehow unable to make sense of the fact that they are actually here. “Shouldn’t that be my question?” he asks finally, not even bothering to try and suppress the smile spreading over his face. “What are you guys doing here?”

“Today was your last exam, right?” Jon raises an eyebrow at him.

“Yes, but…”

“Well, it should be obvious then!” Tom reaches down with both hands and when Jon grabs one Brendon instinctively follows suit. He’s pulled to his feet, bouncing a little off both Tom and Jon as the three of them stagger about some to find their balance on the steps.

“We’re here to celebrate you finishing another successful year of education,” Jon announces once they have all made it safely to the street level.

“You… really?” Brendon suddenly feels stupidly close to tears, the stress of the last weeks tumbling over in the face of such an open display of affection.

“Yes, really,” Tom promises. His voice is softer now, like he’s sensing how overwhelmed Brendon is feeling. He tucks Brendon under his arm for a brief moment, squeezing tightly.

“C’mon then,” Jon says, steering both of them toward the parking lot where their old, beaten up transit van is waiting. “Let’s get this party started!”

“Where are we going?” Brendon fumbles the seat belt three times before Tom calmly takes over and clicks it into place for him. “I really appreciate this guys, but I don’t think I’m up to clubbing or anything…” Brendon smiles sheepishly, feeling bad because Jon and Tom have gone to the trouble to come and get him and plan something, but he honestly doesn’t think he’s going to see the midnight and the thought of something like Ruby Rage with loud music and louder drinks is honestly making his skin crawl right now.

“No clubbing,” Jon promises, shifting gears and pulling the van into the evening traffic. “We were thinking of something a bit more… low key. With just the three of us?” The last part comes out like a question, as if he isn’t quite sure Brendon would be up it. Which, seriously? Sheer craziness.

“Disney marathon, pizza and ice-cream,” Tom elaborates in a clear attempt to sweeten the deal.

Brendon sighs happily, burrowing deeper into the frayed upholstery. He’s wedged in between Jon and Tom, warm and safe and no longer feeling like he has nowhere to go. “Sounds perfect,” he says, closing his eyes.

Over his dozing form, Jon and Tom exchange pleased little smiles. Operation ‘Take Care of Brendon’ is a go.

 


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on 2017-08-29 08:29 pm (UTC)
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So, today we passed the 12k mark on the Stupid Thesis of Dear-God-Why. Exceot Endnote is FUCKING UP ALL MY REFERENCES BECAUSE IT IS SHIT. And then I got landed with a £200 dentist bill for boyfriend's broken teeth. And then the goddamn patio door decided to break half-open, so I now can't let the dog into the garden to pee AND my front room is cold and the locksmith can't come out until tomorrow (even though I'm paying him, because I can't actually bear trying to galvanise the landlord into fixing anything in less than three days).

In conclusion, today has been a really, really shitty day.

This? This has made it better. This has made it so much better.

After the first few exams, people, Brendon included, had been interested in dissecting the questions and comparing their answers but by now everyone is out of fucks to give.

This. There is a SPECIAL LEVEL OF HELL reserved for people who do this. Why the fuck would I want to compare answers on something I now can't do anything about? How does that make anything better?

He’s trying to gather enough co-ordination to get up and go home and maybe sleep for a week but the focus to actually do that seems to be slipping away like sand through his fingers.

This is me right now...

Brendon sighs happily, burrowing deeper into the frayed upholstery. He’s wedged in between Jon and Tom, warm and safe and no longer feeling like he has nowhere to go.

...and this is where I want to be right now.

This was awesome honey, thank you. I don't know what it is about this delightfully failsome threesome, but I could just read about their ridiculous courtship rituals and JonandTom just taking care of Brendon for about a million years. Urgh.

Except, you know. Thesis.

on 2017-08-31 09:56 pm (UTC)
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Thesis is now at 20k. Thesis is not finished and the discussion section is hurting my brain. Fuck. My. Life.

(But, BUT. I have found knowledge. I have CREATED knowledge (for a value of 'created' which is situational and contextual and all that jazz). I have learned things that no-one else had learned yet, as far as I know, and I can now share them with the academic community. This is some heady, heady shit right here).

In more important thoughts though, I do have to say that I have now read this three times and am still finding it just utterly delightful. I like all of the contextual stuff; it's all very grounding and then, and THEN, the fairytale bit happens (Jon'n'Tom: Prince Charmings in training!) and it just generates squishy warm feelings. And I do not normally like squishy warm feelings, but bandom has always been the exception to that rule, and these three are a special exception every single time you write them.

Okay, rambling now because tired. In conclusion, ILU.

And now, to the discussion section! (Again! This should also be delightfully rambly to edit over the weekend *sighs*)

on 2017-09-01 10:46 pm (UTC)
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I HAVE WRITTEN ALL OF MY SUBSTANTIVE CONTENT

(I mean, I need to edit out at least 4k to get within the word limit, and I need to format everything, and I need to fix my fucked up reference list - thank you Endnote - but there is substantive content in every single section).

\0/

I shall keep you updated and then await more ficlet with bated breath!

on 2017-09-02 01:24 pm (UTC)
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Posted by [personal profile] dreamersdare
I have officially taken today off. I explicitly decided that last night so that there would be no guilt about not working on thesis today.

I hate editing. I get very, very sick of reading my own work, and tend to reach a point where I lose any semblance of objectivity on it ("It's shit, it's shit, I don't care!"). Am not envying you on the thesis thing though. Supervisor is suggesting we (meaning me!) goes for academic publication, but I have to admit to being not enamoured with the thought of trying to turn my 20k thesis into a 6k article...

I am however, confident that with your smarts, you will be most successful in bucketising said elephant. It may just have to get a bit bloody and brutal...

on 2017-09-04 11:10 pm (UTC)
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Posted by [personal profile] dreamersdare
Time off always seems to fuck up routines. I try and avoid the 'go with the flow' though, because I always end up wanting to do things when I have a really tight deadline on something else (like, right now, I want to write fic when I have to edit). I think my brain likes to self-sabotage. Are you finding it less stressful though? Or do you worry that you're not doing things you 'should'?

It's in my dissemination plan to write within 6 months (ahahahahahahahaha). Figured I'd get it marked first to see if it was any good :D Have to consider journal options carefully though, because ethics delays fucked my sampling strategy and I ended up with a convenience sample rather than my carefully designed purposive sample *sighs*. That has ramifications. I also need to write a summary document for my participants/participating organisation. Because good research practice blahblahblah (which basically seems to mean THIS RESEARCH WILL NEVER END)

on 2017-09-08 11:30 am (UTC)
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Hmmmm, that's awkward though. Because how do you not deal with crises? Are there things you can delegate to minions (if you have no minions, can you get minions?)? Friend of mine has been reading a book (written by an academic in the states, I think) about the concept of deep work and shallow work and how you end up not being able to get the deep work done if the shallow work takes over. I think they do talk about being quite strict, in a kind of "Is the fucking world ending in the next two hours? No? Then it can bloody well wait two hours, because this is my protected time for working on XXXX").

I think I have a weird attitude toward it, because so often my response is that no-one is going to die if it waits (and, you know, have worked in jobs where people might die if it waits, so tend to mean that when I say it...)

I think, especially with Masters, the timescales are crappy - you don't have long to drum up your participants and (for this one anyway) it fell smack bang in the summer holidays, which was rubbish for getting people. You don't have the luxury to do anything other than grasp desperately at the hand of anyone who agrees to take part. Hence crappy convenience samples. What worries me more is that so many students don't seem to consider that that might be a problem...

Maybe, maybe I will sit on the train on my approximate one million imminent journeys to London and write it then. Gotta use those hours somehow...

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