To Have and to Hold Down – Part 1
Fic DVD Commentary
A number of you expressed interest in reading a DVD commentary on some of my fics. Consider me flattered.
First on the list is To Have and to Hold Down. Commentary on this was requested by pushkin666 who perseveres on her delusion that before I somehow corrupted her with this filthy BDSM fic, her love for Life on Mars was as pure as a driven snow. So far she has not provided an adequate explanation as to why, if she was so very innocent, did she decide to click on a story that warned for “BDSM, spanking, dodgy-con, graphic sex”. Really my dear, you’re not fooling anyone.
It is both challenging and almost uncomfortably personal to explain reasons and motivations behind a story that’s essentially nothing but sex. It skirts around issues people don’t usually talk about (they just write fics about them instead), can include scary amounts of self-reflection and result in half of your F-list leaving in disgust.
I’ve tried to keep the risk of all to a minimum.
Please note the warnings above, the fic and the commentary are rated NC-17.
( First some general thoughts on writing porn/erotica. )