kat_lair | Recs and other stuff! (Reply)

Wilson has cancer! No, a concussion! He’s going blind! Whilst being robbed/abducted/barely surviving a car accident! And what does House do? He goes crazy with worry. Takes care of poor Jimmy. Sits by his bedside for days, not eating or sleeping. Turns heaven and earth to find him. And realisesthathelovesWilsonomg!

Yes, I have been reading obscene amounts of hurt/comfort House/Wilson of very varying quality but omg I don’t care because it’s like chocolate: comforting and safe and even when it’s crap it’s sort of good. *wallows* (I have to say though, that one or two fics have been absolutely brilliant and you may get even more recs later – because I am all about sharing and caring and don't tell me otherwise)

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In other news: I have booked tickets to Finland! I’m flying on June the 1^st (in less than two weeks – watch me panic about all the things I need to do before that) and coming back to UK 31^st of August.

I still hate Ryanair mightily though. 7 hours in a bus? Please rec me some music of podfic or audiobooks or something I can load into my mp3 player.

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Speaking of reccing… Here are four fics that have hit my kinks lately. They are behind cuts due to the NC-17 nature of the fics and the recs. Yay, BDSM and Incest and recs oh my!

House M.D.

So… If House and Wilson where into D/s, who would be the dominant, and who the submissive one? No seriously, think about it. *waits while you ponder* Okay, stop drooling now!

What we have here are two excellent fics that show that the D/s dynamic works equally well in both permutations. Pairing is, of course, House/Wilson, and both fics come with NC-17 rating and warnings for BDSM and some other stuff so read the labels kiddies!

Something Else by jaryn_
Why you should read this: After House finds out about Wilson’s lie about the xxx patient and saying sorry just isn’t enough. Wilson becomes House’s servant, then his slave, and while it all starts as a bit of joke where Wilson makes House dinner and irons his clothes, things soon move to unexpected direction. The fic features some of my pet kinks such as House being jealous and possessive and voluntary kneeling (omg cookies for everyone who writes this for me!). While all that physical stuff (spanking!) is incredibly sexy, a long time is spent in developing the psychological aspect of the relationship, and that is something that clinches the deal for me.

    “I didn’t mean for this to go so far,” House said, keeping his eyes averted.
    “I would have…” Wilson stopped and half-covered his face with a hand. “You…didn’t do anything I didn’t want,” he confessed in rush, voice so strained that it was barely audible.
    “That doesn’t make this healthy.”
    Wilson laughed shortly and dropped his hand, looking over at House. “You’re worried about what’s healthy? When have we ever had a ‘healthy’ anything?”
    House shook his head, “What the hell are we doing?”
    “You know already. You know what this is,” Wilson replied, holding House’s gaze.

Never Let Me Down Again by costarring
Why you should read this: The story takes place in the immediate aftermath of episode 3x09 when… Like it says in the fic: apologies just don’t work for the two of them; Wilson needs House to make amends and to everyone’s surprise House needs that just as much. Because House in only pushing so hard because he wants Wilson to finally push back and make him stop. This is very intense, almost uncomfortably so at times, but the way the writers get inside characters heads is nothing short of awesome. And hot. So, so very hot. Like, um, this scene for example:

"I'm going to bite you," he breathed against the back of Greg's neck. "Very hard. Are you ready?"
"Yes." Greg's voice was just a breath of air as well, tight with nervous desire. His body tensed in anticipation, back arching a little, and Wilson could feel his rapid heartbeat, his shallow breathing. He brushed his lips against the warm skin, teasing at it, then sunk his teeth in.

Supernatural

Some of you already know this (and the rest of you can probably guess), but when I first saw episode 2x19 (Folsom Prison Blues), my main reaction went something like this: “gjakhfaadlk prison!fic, jfgahgfadnlk shower!sex ajdfjlkajdg Dean-is-so-Sam’s-bitch jkgadgjlk”.

Aaaanyway…

The good news is that I wasn’t the only one. The better news is that “Dean as Sam’s prison!bitch” is a premise that was embraced by many with fervour and dedication. God, how I love this fandom.

The Green River County Detention Center Experiment (Being Wrong Is a Bitch) by katjad
Why you should read this: What if the Public Defender woman hadn't come through with the information? Dean and Sam are still in prison, determined to finish the hunt. To do that they need to blend in, which is something that takes an unexpected turn when Sam wins a fight and somehow also wins Dean. The way Sam's need for normality fades away as the two of them slip deeper into the prison-life is like study on institutionalisation. Only with hot sex. Go read now.

    And then he thinks about what Dean said earlier: You gotta make it look really friggin' convincing. I mean you gotta do it. For real, do it. He's furious at the whole damned situation but they've got to find a way out of it, and that's something else Dean said: We're here and we're seeing this through, whatever it takes. He pushes down a hysterical laugh and thinks, Fine. They're doing this, whatever it takes. They're doing this.
    He looks at Dean and says, "On your knees."
    Dean stares at him. "What?"
    Fuck. Now Sam's second-guessing himself, but there's no way he was imagining it before when Dean gave him the go-ahead look. Maybe this isn't exactly how Dean was wanting this thing to happen, but Sam hadn't wanted this to happen at all. But half the showers are watching and he may not know everything about the ways of prison life, but Sam's pretty clear on the fact that when you're about to make someone your bitch, you don't stop and ask them how they want it.
    Sam flashes his scariest grin. "On your knees, bitch."

The Bitch by stele3
Why you should read this: Oh my sweet baby Jesus, but did this fic hit my kinks or what. So, sometime after the event of the episode Dean gets thrown into a jail again. Sam goes in to get him. And somehow ends up winning Dean as his prison!bitch. Sam knows all about situational pressure, and how it can make you do things you wouldn't normally do, just to survive, but what he can't figure out is why they keep doing it even after they get out. This is a premise that could have gone horribly wrong, but the author takes the whole premise to a deeper level and makes it about Dean's desperate need to let go of control and be taken care of, his fear of having that happen, and Sam's slow realisation of all this. There is part there, near the end, where Deans just spills his guts about it all, which just kills me every time. You'll know which part I'm talking about once you get there so I won't spoil for you here but quote another favourite bit of mine.

    Outside Albuquerque – back in the States after three months of tequila and witch doctors and chupacabras – Sam finally screwed up his nerve and put his hand on the back of Dean's neck.
    They were on the side of the road before he could blink, gravel scattered, wheels dug into ruts, and Dean climbed him right there in broad daylight, motorists passing by with rushes of air that rocked the Impala. Dean's hands went a mile a minute, palming Sam through his jeans, shoving up his shirt. "Whoa, whoa," Sam gasped, startled all over again by the uncorked desperation.
    "We're not fuckin' talking," Dean panted, his fingers dancing back and forth, like he couldn't decide where he wanted them. "Either we do it or we don't, but don't talk, Sam."