It's an idea yeah. Somewhat pacified today by some good news (gonna post in a bit) but still unsettled. And like I said above, finding someone would not be massively difficult but in this non-bdsm au world there are all sorts of considerations to take into account. Like the fact that every other person to message me through kink sites seems to be a freaking 19-year-old student and LOL NO I LIKE MY JOB.