Lj ate my comment and I'd attempt to be more coherent this time but I don't think my brain has pieced itself back together after being completely blown apart by this fic. I mean, seriously. It was just so hot and filthy and tense and sowrongbutright. I loved how you wrote this, how you described Mikey's feelings, the crossdressing, Gerard's reaction, god the GIG. Nngh. And how Mikey completely just gets caught up and Gerard snaps. I love this, so much. Incredibly huge amounts, really.