Ow. Ohhh, ow. I think you jabbed me in my spleen. Maybe not, but it was something vital. :/
Ohhhhh. I know not to do these things to myself. Not to read the Sammy's-gone-evil-apocofic, but... sometimes they're just done so well. And the writing's just so damn good and it's like the best dessert - sure to give you a tummy ache, but it's sooooooooo good. Too good to put down. Too good to step away from.
Which... this is. Beautiful, harsh, brutal. Dean's so fragile and barely hanging on, tempted by ghosts, broken by his brother, still _so_ in love. Sam, if he even exists anymore, can't be there for him. Won't be. Struggles maybe at night, just like Dean. Ugh. Too... heartbreaking, because I can see Dean never surrendering. Not for anything. Waiting until he can take Sam home. Wherever that is.
So, even though I'm sure to bleed to death, rest assured... it was worth it.
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Ohhhhh. I know not to do these things to myself. Not to read the Sammy's-gone-evil-apocofic, but... sometimes they're just done so well. And the writing's just so damn good and it's like the best dessert - sure to give you a tummy ache, but it's sooooooooo good. Too good to put down. Too good to step away from.
Which... this is. Beautiful, harsh, brutal. Dean's so fragile and barely hanging on, tempted by ghosts, broken by his brother, still _so_ in love. Sam, if he even exists anymore, can't be there for him. Won't be. Struggles maybe at night, just like Dean. Ugh. Too... heartbreaking, because I can see Dean never surrendering. Not for anything. Waiting until he can take Sam home. Wherever that is.
So, even though I'm sure to bleed to death, rest assured... it was worth it.