I'm fairly new to the fandom, but this? Best fic I've read so far, no question about it. I'm a sucker for dark themes and you've done this so well...I'm in love with your writing style, your imagery, lines like these: Pleasure like thorns tears through all the open places of him and But the years have melted Dean into hard glass. Amazing. Your details are so vivid and I really can see this fic.

And thematically...wow. I love Dean in this, how messed up he is but still retaining all the things that make him Dean. I love how you don't quite know what has happened and what Dean thinks is going on but you don't need to because this fic is perfect just the way that it is. The lyrics you've used are so good as well, I might have to check out the song.

Just...wow. I'm putting this in my memories right now.